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Billy Joel is opening up for the primary time a couple of very darkish chapter in his life.
A brand new documentary concerning the rock legend titled Billy Joel: And So It Goes premiered on the Tribeca Movie Pageant this week.
And it accommodates scenes by which Joel admits to almost taking his personal life after having an affair with the spouse of his finest buddy.
A tumultuous time for Billy Joel
In his early 20s, Joel shaped a band referred to as Attila together with his buddy Jon Small. He later moved in with Small, his spouse, Elizabeth, and their son.
“Bill and I spent a lot of time together,” Elizabeth stated within the documentary, including that their affection for each other was a “slow build” (per Folks journal).
Ultimately, Joel got here to his buddy with the reality: “I’m in love with your wife.”
“I felt very, very guilty about it. They had a child. I felt like a homewrecker,” Joel says within the movie. “I was just in love with a woman and I got punched in the nose which I deserved. Jon was very upset. I was very upset.”
Joel says he practically took his personal life amid guilt of affair
Joel, in fact, was kicked out of Small’s dwelling, and he says it was then that he entered the bottom level of his life.
“I had no place to live. I was sleeping in laundromats and I was depressed I think to the point of almost being psychotic,” he stated within the documentary.
“So I figured, ‘That’s it. I don’t want to live anymore.’ I was just in a lot of pain and it was sort of like why hang out, tomorrow is going to be just like today is and today sucks. So, I just thought I’d end it all.”
On the time, Joel’s sister, Judy Molinari, was working as a medical assistant, and he or she gave him some sleeping drugs for his insomnia.
“But Billy decided that he was going to take all of them… he was in a coma for days and days and days,” she stated within the movie, including:
“I went to go see him in the hospital, and he was laying there white as a sheet. I thought that I’d killed him.”
As soon as he was out of the hospital, the singer drank “a bottle of Lemon Pledge” in a second try to take his personal life. Joel says it was Small’s forgiveness that finally pulled him out of his deep melancholy.
“Even though our friendship was blowing up, Jon saved my life,” Joel stated.
“He never really said anything to me, the only practical answer I can give as to why Billy took it so hard was because he loved me that much and that it killed him to hurt me that much. Eventually I forgave him,” Small stated.
The onerous instances weren’t over
Billy and Elizabeth reconnected years later. They married in 1973 however divorced 9 years later.
Within the a long time that adopted, Joel battled alcoholism and married three extra instances.
He was not too long ago compelled to cancel his upcoming tour because of a neurological dysfunction, however the Piano Man stays as fashionable as ever, and up to date years have seen a resurgence of curiosity in his huge physique of labor.
“I got out of the observation ward, and I thought to myself, you can utilize all those emotions to channel that stuff into music,” he stated of his darkest days.
And Joel has spent the previous 50 years remodeling his many ups and downs into artwork that’s delighted thousands and thousands.
